do you ever get the feeling the whole world is against you?

 

And you cannot give up.

Diary Entry- 2/21/2023

I was just wondering that you know, sometimes we feel as if nothing is going right and as if the whole fucking world is against us? why the hell my audiences won’t grow, why I fail at everything I do, will I ever become a “somebody”? are my ancestors proud?

Why the hell everyone is taunting me, why do they all want me to Stop?

why do they want me to stop writing, trying business ideas, exercising and fighting the matrix?

It just gets depressing at times man!

It feels as if nothing is going right, everything can go wrong with my one wrong decision. It just gets harder and harder!

It feels like God wants me to suffer.

Then I realize.

There is no light without dark, no gain without pain, no good without bad and no success without failure.

I am the only one who can make this work, and the only one who can fuck this up!

“I am tired”, But you must fight.

Even if the worlds against you, does that even matter?

Nobody wants to hear you complains and whining, stop acting like a BITCH!

The world is Ruthless, it will run you over if you stop running. And that will feel good! You CAN waste your life playing FIFA and FORTNITE (as you did during the lockdown), You CAN be out of shape, weak and Insecure for life! (As you were before), OR you CAN stand up and say, “FUCk this man! I deserve a better life!”. That’s when you will start feeling proud, happy, accomplished, strong and content.

I could’ve been out there, choosing to waste away my ONLY life on pleasures, but I refused to do that.

The Devil does not trouble the one who are already in hell, but he chases down ones who are trying to ECSAPE hell.

And about the bad times, they will pass, and you shall emerge stronger than ever.

If Edison never studied science, he would’ve never invented the bulb,

If Ronaldo never played football, he would’ve never become a world-renowned player.

Such small decisions make up your life, so take each decision wisely.

I wish you luck for the future, and don’t worry about the world, it shall always be against you!

You EITHER learn to FIGHT, or you lose.

Your choice NEO!